ooo i've spent my past hours watching dou niu yao bu yao!chiong till ep. 5 alr..nice show! i realise there're many cuties in this drama..damn satisfied..every 5 min there'll be at least one shuai ge hanging ard..haha.

but i dun like the ppl in this drama sia..like both the fathers in the show..damn them la..first one cares only abt money and nth abt feelings..wad the shit..another one uses a stupid way to punish those who have done sth wrong..without asking for the reason behind it..wad the hell..wad kind of fathers are they..dumb asses.

and i pity liwei..as in his role..it doesnt pay to be real nice to someone..he still doesnt get the gal he wans wad..wad for being so considerate..hebe eh..dun really like her personality..so selfish..so insensitive..rahh.

stupid ppl in the show.

ok..complaints over! i shall chiong more tml. off to bed!






baobei i'm missing you..
come back will you.




jus finished watching death note 2! it's such a great movie! 2 thumbs up. =D

ehh there's still one thing i dun understand abt the movie..to those who have watched before..why did ryuk kill light eh..am i very slow?haha..but i seriously dun understand tt..someone enlighten me!

L-lu is so damn cute. =)




feeling better now..and i realise frens are really damn impt to me..thanks alot to those who have consoled me and accompanied me. =)

ok time for some updates..
mon went to watch L change the world with didi..i havent watched death notes 1 and 2 before tt actually..luckily there's not much link..anw i enjoyed the movie! i tot it was quite nice leh..maybe it's bcuz i've not watched the previous ones so cant really compare them..and some scenes were really humourous..L's cute! haha..but there are also scenes which are damn gross..needed a blanket damn badly then..haha.

ytd..i tink i rotted at home..watched death note 1..i tink L change the world is nicer den tt..and kira..i hope there isnt many ppl like him on earth..he can jus bang his head on the wall a million times and i wont care..lol.

today! wanted to meet bb for lunch but she's still sick! poor bb..hope u'll recover soon..like..now?haha..take care ok!but i still get to go out! to meet bw!haha..ate already den started hunting for her present..zq is xin fu de lor..lol..den jus now went gek poh with my daddy for dinner..aww i'm so missing the times when i worked at prime..esp the chatting part..maybe prime is the reason i've not found a job i like yet..tt job was too suitable for me..slack and fun..haha.

damn..my skin is peeling!and fri got pri sch gathering..shit shit shit.




my baobei has left me....

still remember the times when he kept biting his cage with all his might..possibly hinting to me tt he wans to be let out..or tt he's hungry..but now..he's motionless..lying there dead despite how many times i called him..he jus wouldnt respond..few days earlier i was still showing bb how cute he is..but now..i have to face the fact tt my baobei is gone..

my baobei..my naughty boy..sighs.

have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry.




rahhh my baobei's still weak..he cant even eat sth..he has not eaten for 2 days alr..poor thing..hope tt he will recover soon.

anw..jus some stuff tt i forgot to update abt the course..i actually forgot all abt one damn rated game!shudds.

ok there's this game which requires us to use only things on our body to create the longest line..familiar eh this game..so the guys started stripping..at first only the tops..den one trainer started the exciting part..tt is taking off the PANTS..haha!so being the "on" guys..they followed!damn the scene was ultra rated..cuz most of them didnt wear swimming trunks beforehand so they're left with only their briefs!den the trainers wanted to take pics so u start seeing almost naked guys running ard..haha.

also! i wanna thank cyn for gg!if not i would have been damn lonely la..cuz not many gals went..thk u cyn! hope i didnt recommend wrongly..we did have fun eh!=)

i tink this time round..i really burnt myself..the pain is really getting on my nerves..i cannot even toss in bed! jus lying on my back is enough to make me sulk the whole night..and i couldnt slp properly la..i hate interrupted sleeps..RAHH.

and my skin will start peeling off soon so i dun tink i wanna go out these few days..oh man..shit tt.




my baobei's damn sick now..
wad happened..
he cant even open his eyes jus now..

and my little baby died today..

damn heartbroken.




i'm shagged now..damn bloody shagged.

woke up early in the morning at 7! wth..i only get to slp at 3 last night..anw..today is the training course for cfa15! cfa means competent facilitator award and 15 jus means tt we're the 15th batch.

we were damn punctual alright..reached vivo at 9 SHARP..they emphasised the "sharp" ok..but we saw no one there..the whole organising com was actually late..rahhh..but aiya..we're forgiving ppl..lol..today's the first time i take the monorail to sentosa! eh i dunno if anyone will laugh at my suagu-ness..lol..okok i shall elab abit on today's programmes..exciting!

firstly,of cuz, we had icebreaking sessions..quite fun actually..thou i hate introducing myself..den we were supposed to get into the sea and huddle tgt in a circle..and the trainer told us to go deeper in..we almost drown sia! LOL. den he told us this is an impt lesson ought to be learnt..quite true la..safety..so the non-swimmers had to be in btwn swimmers..and pak supported cyn till her legs were FLOATING. the scene was damn funny..we only had 13 ppl so imagine the size of our circle and cyn's legs were up at the surface..HAH.

after tt was lunch and den it's games!6 games altogether..the first one was disgusting man..we had to bite and hold bread with our mouths and den spin round a pole..the bread were all crunchy..know why? they were machiam soaked in sand sia..due to some reasons..rahhh. lol..den another game the eagle catch chicky game..waaa i hate tt one..i ran like MAD..i was standing at the last second position so i need to chiong ard alot..TOTAL shagness..damn high possibility of me slamming down flat into the sand..freaking lol. haha.

den it was cheering time and we were let off at 5! tt's quite early cuz we were expecting 6..lol..our grp damn high sia..after dismissal straightaway jio go for dinner tgt..so we anyhow ate at hbf centre's food court..some left den the more enthu ppl stayed!(i'm included haha) they didnt wan go home so we went for pool at vivo!the cards tt pak asked me to bring came in handy sia! i finally bridged! yay! haha..after tt we played asshole daidi..damn..i tink i was the first asshole..haha..yea we jus played and chatted there till 10..and guess wad's our cost! 53 bucks..siao. vivo eat money..rahhh.

we're meeting again next sat! for the theory part..looking forward to tt!cuz our grp quite bonded alr..all very gum!tt calls for a celebration..lol..anw..our team name is MUAHCHEE WARRIORS. tt was damn random can..the trainers gave us 1 min to tink of a team name..den we saw someone covered in sand so muahchee jus came to our minds..haha yea we're tt lame..cute too..lol.

another thing..i swear i wont hesitate to smack a person right into the face if he dares to touch my shoulders..i got hit on both sides by 2 different ppl jus now..walao tt was damn painful..i screamed without thinking..lol. so ppl..if u happen to see me in these few days..pls eh i beg u DUN TOUCH MY SHOULDERS. even touching is enough to torture me..i'm tt weak..lol.

alright alright for now i cant really tink straight so i cant recall wad else took place today..i'll update again if i rmbr!gonna rest..tml mahjong day! maybe cyn's joining!yay! =)

bb get well soon!!!=D




jus finished watching ah wang! nice show overall. =)

today..nice biwei accompanied me to cheenatown!sry eh bw u so tired still drag u to cheenatown..anw it was a fruitful trip!cuz i had subway for my lunch!(bb are u jealous?)haha..after tt we shopped ard and den i went to exchange my skinny jeans for my size..i need to lose some fats soon..may the jeans do sth..LOL mad.

bb's sick today..my poor mqbb..get well soon ok! so she wont be gg to the course tml..sighs..it would have been fun with her ard..meiyu's not gg too!alamak..the crazy gals not gg i hope tml will still be exciting..sentosa sia! i sense my chance coming..haha!

alright..i shall go to slp now..miracle to see me crawling to my bed at this time..but i HAVE TO..all for tml!so it'd better be worth my puny effort. =) nights ppl!




so as to entertain bb in sch..i need to blog..haha.

i went to collect my cheque today! the pay for my fnn job..i feel richer..lol..after tt rotted in every corner of je and imm while waiting for bb to meet me from work..i tink i'm starting to resent the idea of shopping alone..i seriously cannot keep quiet..so i called up my cousin to chat with him..haha..after meeting bb..biwei joined us too!and den we had our linner at kfc..rahhh..FAT..but i would be letting kfc down if i dun go for the 2 pc meal offer..haha.

ytd!
went for cls gathering..the rather mini gathering..haha..quite shocked when i saw jess..slimmed down so much man!she said go borders work can slim down worrr..but the opposite worked for me when i go work..the world is so unfair. =(

we planned to have nydc at wheelock but in the end changed to having ramen at taka..i think i would have prefered pasta to ramen..lol..anw after tt we jus walked ard for awhile den the working ppl had to go home alr..left us the slackers behind..so we continued loitering ard town and the pigs were hungry again..so we settled down at kobayashi..reminded me of my lib trips last time..lol..kido do u still rmbr chicken katsudon?haha.

den we chatted and gossiped and rotted till 10 before leaving..this is wad slackers always do eh..ROT. zzz..i tink next time we shld plan sth more exciting and more entertaining..sth like..bridge! i miss it la..i miss those khakis too..LOL.

okok bb is my entry long enough?finish reading can go watch ah wang alr..but rmbr to mute ur comp! haha exposed. =x

ah wang here i come! =)




have you ever.....
my fav song from this new westlife album i guess. =)

anw!today met bb for lunch again!we had this sinful lunch at mac..crapped abit den came my hse to watch ah wang..he's seriously damn cute la..such a sweet guy..lol.

sent bb to jp for work den met didi!walked ard jp yacking all the way..haha..but jp was damn crowded so we decided to go gek poh for dinner..called strawlamb before tt and she's jus nice near jp!so we met her and went gek poh tgt..ate some shit den we went some fitness corner talk..laughed so much at banglas and cheenas..haha.

tml having cls dinner!yay!quite a number of gals gg sia..but our cls guys..damn not on..damn.

ok!tt's all..hope tml will be fun! =)




jus bought westlife's "new" album! like finally..yayyyy! =)

so this period of time i may be flooding my blog with their songs..haha learn to listen to their songs ok ppl. there's this song in their album named "i'm already there" which almost teared me..touching enough..but i cant find the song online to put in my blog..rahhh..anw here goes the lyrics...

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say: ’I love you’
One more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when you come home
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
I’m your imaginary friend
And I know
That I’m in your prayers
Ooh I’m already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don’t worry about the kids
They’ll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I’ll be in your dreams tonight

And I’ll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the lights
And close your eyes

I’m already there
Don’t make a sound
I’m the beat in your heart
I’m the moonlight shinning down
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Ooh I’m already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I’ll be with you
Where ever you are

I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there till the end
When you feel the love that we share
Ooh I’m already there

I’m already there

aww.




hohoho jus finished watching Man U's match with arsenal!and of cuz..Man U won!4-0..too bad my shen didnt play..if not it must be at least a 6-0..lol.

anw Man U was damn on-form jus now..or rather arsenal was not performing at all..like lehmann was dreaming in the first half..could have blocked those 2 goals..his hand was THAT close..but aiya..ppl old alr so cant really blame him..but he sort of woke up in the second half..got lectured during the break..haha.

still Man U deserves to be praised!some of the players performed like stars today..ppl like nani fletcher and anderson..shi pro de lor..lol.

okok i shall end this somewhat boring soccer entry..haha..going to slp! =)




back from my relative's hse.

went there today for steamboat! soup again..rahhh. played audition there too..after tt i realised quite a number of my cousins play wahjong too! popular game eh..i tot it's new cuz strawlamb jus introduced tt game to me..haha i'm lag.

tml gg women's street with mummy..yay gonna have fun shopping. =)

i dunno if i shld work now anot..and wad job shld i take up..vexed.




woke up at 3 today. =X

went jp to meet amer,biwei and jiaqi for linner..had fei cui again! the za jiang mian is good..the soup is SUPER nice. weee~ =)

we chatted till amer and jiaqi went off for work..den i met fel! long time no see..i was discussing the camp instructor course with her and maybe she's gg! the more the merrier.

actually i heard tt results would be released TODAY. but..tt's jus a rumour..i wonder when will our results be out..i cant take it soon..i'm so scared! this kind of freaked out is not similar to the O's time..this time..i'm really worried. for EVERY subj..how terrible.

*prays hard for gd results*




lousiest day of the yr..LOL.

anw this morning went k box with eileen!they raise price again..FREAK. it's not like their food is getting better or the hours are being extended..angry..and guess wad's my fav song sang today! HE CAI BEIJING by 5566! i'm shocked myself too..tt song is quite nice wad..so ppl dun ostracise 5566 anymore..haha.

after tt went gek poh to pierce earhole..not me! eileen. =)

den i rushed back home to get changed and get ready for my next destination!celebration of my bday with the lovely ones! met biwei at boon lay and sent eileen to city hall only..thx kido for accompanying me on my bday and half of vday! =) after tt we went to thai express at raffles city to meet the rest..sry gals for being late! i had the stick noodles with seafood tom yum soup..walao eh damn nice can..the soup is hot yet shiok..lol.

got my present! i love it! thx gals and ty bb for buying it..u're really a worm in me. =D

on my way back jus now..i bumped into desmond..one of the tiger promoters i've got to know when i was working..he bought a bouquet of flowers plus a bear for some gal for over 100 bucks! tt lucky gal..haha..hmm..when will i receive my first bouquet of flowers? -.-

jium..saw damn many couples today..rah.

i'd wished to squirm into his world and be his little gal.




happy birthday to me!(and halo halo) LOL.

i had lunch with bb today!poor bb had to work in the morning and at night also.

then i met up with eileen and had dinner together with my family at gek poh.specially went to visit my didi and ah peh at prime!got one auntie dont believe that it is my birthday cuz it's ren ri..lol.

eileen came to stayover and we tried folding roses but we failed terribly..we need help! rah.

ok, its already the 14th, so happy vday to all lovers and friends out there!enjoy your day. will be meeting up with axe gang tml!

i love eileen! :D

hmm..i wanna thank all who wished me happy bday! i'm so touched cuz so many ppl rmbr-ed..i feel so loved! who cares for a bf..LOL. ok be it smses or friendster or facebook..the ppl are..(in order of the time wishes were sent) ah xiong,eileen,jacquelin,pei wen,jacq,sponsor,strawlamb,earnest,biwei,amer,jiaqi,prime didi,lingxin,cynthia,claudia,zei,charmian,mummy,ah chuan,ah tong,jia liang,t. jiaying,wen lin,esmund,AH HONG and wei sheng. yay i love them! =)

and ty eileen for typing part of this entry..haha. nights ppl! =D




went out with bb today! =)

we went for our linner at pizza hut at jp..finally got to see her..after so many weeks..(do i sound like a les? haha.) anw bb's gg for her relief teaching job tml! jiayou ok bb! dun be frightened..if the kids yell at u u can jus smack them back..LOL i'm kidding.

tml's my bday! alamak alamak..19 19 19! wth.

meeting bb and maybe jiaqi tml for linner! den vday..yea we're meeting up again..i dunno how i shld feel..haha! actually it's ok to be bf-less wad! i have great frens to celebrate vday with me. =D sobs. LOL.

1 hr 17 more min. =( =)




hee..jus came home. =)

ytd went my ah ma hse for my usual dry swimming lesson..due to some random reasons..me and my bro decided to stay overnight at my cousin's hse..walao Man U lost..damn..my shen didnt perform..rah.

today we planned to have yum cha for our linner(bb do u still rmbr this?haha.) but when we reached yum cha they told us their buffet is closed till 15 feb..ahhhh! they disappoint me so much..and i dun understand the rationale behind this closing of the buffet..why?!

my uncle wanted to have bah kut teh there cuz it's quite famous..and it's so damn tempting..BAH KUT TEH! but i jus had this craving for buffet..so we took a bus down to bugis and settled for sakae! muahaha..i ate till i wanna puke sia..ard 40 plates in total..shi wu3 hua2 de lor..haha..my miso soups had to come when i was leaving la..ehhh..u know we cannot waste soup so i jus finished them up..damn bloated..after paying i immediately rushed to the toilet..so efficient! haha.

after tt went to watch cj7..it's so cute! if the toy is sold in spore i'll go buy it. =)

strawlamb jus introduced me this online mj game..fun! walao i tink i'm an addict alr..i'm jus preparing for my old age..nth wrong! haha okok shit me..lol.

tml meeting bb for linner!oh my i'm finally meeting my bb..yay! =)

whatever decision u make..u must be happy alright.




day 3 alr..jus came back from my ah yi's hse..gambled abit there so i won abit only..2 bucks! gd enough..lol.

ytd was at my paternal ah ma hse..once a yr when all cousins are gathered..so we jus crapped and gambled again..won abit too! 50 cents..lol..we wanted to watch a movie tgt but had a hard time deciding which movie to watch..3 movies to choose from..jay chou's, zhou xin chi's and ah long's..settled on ah long but damn..tickets almost sold out for every outlet..so in the end we went over to my cousin's hse for mahjong!equally entertaining..2 tables sia..haha.

got less ang paos this yr leh..wad happened..haha..but nvm la..i'll get more 3 days later..looking forward to tt day! my darlings are gg to accompany me for yumcha buffet! haha i love dimsum. =)

i'm still looking for a date for 14 feb. LOL.




happy lunar new yr everyone! =)

today's the first day of the rat year..muahaha i heard tt those born in the snake yr will have a gd yr ahead and and and..lots of tao hua! hot ar! haha.

tink the new yr celebrations will be the same as the previous years so..nth very exciting to look forward to..haha..those steamboats are making me fat can..ppl who know me well will know tt i cant resist the temptation of soup..and steamboat..wth it has nth much but soup..it's like free flow la..so right now i feel bloody bloated and FAT. shit tt.

tml gg to my paternal ah ma hse to bai nian..lots of ang paos awaiting me! den it shld be movie watching with my cousins..jay chou or zhou xin chi? hmm.

it doesnt feel gd to be laughed at.




back from work. last day alr..no more gg back to work with strawlamb..rahhh..but jus now there werent any of those emo-gdbyes la..cuz prime was damn crowded today..pratically flooded with ppl..jus like wad alvin says..the ppl dun walk..they swarm..lol..but i'll still miss working there! keep in touch ok prime ppl. =D

ever since i've started work..i tink i've lost touch with the rest of the world..every day i wake up and it's time to go prime..after work it's bedtime and this routine goes on for 14 days..now i've ended my work and it seems to be a sweet dream i've got for 14 consecutive days..strange feeling..lol.

i've survived..i dun feel lethargic after working every day for 2 weeks..this shows how much i've enjoyed myself at prime. =)

anw..it's mahjong tml! muahaha i've been waiting for tt man.

my dear gal..u have to be strong..pls know tt i'm here when u need me. =)




work was so-so today..tml will be my last day..haix..i'll miss working there..tink due to the ppl la..not tt kinda job..i'm sick of being a promoter..i'll miss my dear frens..of cuz my strawlamb..den didi ah pek and fruitseller(operer lei)..also the cashiers..xinyi yixuan jelly jelly alvin and the rest of the aunties..rahhhh emo.

today is the abalone auntie's last day..she dotes on me alot sia..everyday feed me with abalone..so today her last day i got a full sampling cup of abalone..lol..and i tink the otah auntie not promoting there alr..so..no more free food..haha..yea i can easily settle a meal in prime..plus my samples..it's a complete set..lol.

and today strawlamb and i had sooooo much fun laughing at the ice cool auntie..i know we are damn bad but den..it's impossible to not laugh can..even alvin laughs with us..lol..i dunno if it's an illness or wad but she cant look at us while talking to us..she always look at our chests..LOL. and the way she walks..strawlamb can demo it WELL. haha.

kk tt's all for today..i'll have an emo entry tml. =)




business was gd today! i sold 25 cartons ok..but still..i was damn bored at work..cuz strawlamb's sick! so she didnt go..alamak..rest well and get well soon ok dear gal..and.....continue working laaaa. u wan me to turn into a statue there is it..haha.

so i was entertained by the ppl present..but today is a busy day so no one had any extra time..leave me alone outside..rahhh..but nice didi still came out to talk to me..haha how to not dote on him..den 9 plus when the crowd died down..ah pek finally came to chat..act busy leh tt man..lol..and he started telling me his stories..DAMN EXCITING can..ppl..ask me when u see me..long stories. =)

hmm..strawlamb..dun consider alr..u shall report for work tml and the day after. FULLSTOP. i wan see u ok! =D

happy belated bday MR CHA. LOL.(bb where's ur bday song! haha.)




back from work..today is a sat..supposedly i shld be damn busy..but..today is jus like any other weekday..strange..where has the crowd gone to..come prime buy drinks!the stocks came today and i was damn shocked by the amount they brought in..but i've somehow lost the passion in promoting..11 days alr..i've been doing the same thing..so today i jus stood there waiting for customers to approach me..haha..

strawlamb's sick today! so she went home early..poor thing..get well soon ok gal! 3 more days to work with u! =)

and nice didi came down to prime to talk to me after his work! so grateful for tt..if not i would have rotted and decomposed like mad. haha.

tml is a sunday..hope business will be better..i like seeing the stocks vanish cartons by cartons..haiyo! my entry today is damn boring..cant stand it myself..let's pray sth exciting will happen tml. =D




hmm..work was ok today..when we get bored we have our own entertainment..for eg..we drew on our cool boxes..products coming up! =)

u can try guessing wad strawlamb has drawn..but no need spend too much time on it..her drawings are damn UNIQUE. lol.



today didi said i'm noisy..awww..4 days later he wan hear also dun have la..so i dun care..i'm still going to yack and yack for the remaining days there..haha.

later at night we were laughing at ah pek's gf..not really laugh at her la..cuz strawlamb's reaction was too fast for me to control myself..haha..she saw his gf's pic and she IMMEDIATELY went "xu chun mei!" walao..i laughed damn hard..lol. and finally! i have ah pek's photos..not very clear still..tt old man is way too shy.

the se bei bei. go prime work machiam go some fashion show. lol.



and this is jelly jelly! aiya too far. lol.


i will end today's entry with didi!

haha!caught in action!itchy itchy scratchy scratchy up and down his backy wacky..lol. i hope he wont see this. =)





ohh..i forgot to mention tt strawlamb made a "handle" for her tray today..i laughed till i cannot stand properly..haha. let's see how creative can she be tml. lol.




ahhh work is getting tiring..cny nearing so ppl start to rush for drinks..rahhhh i still need to repack my fruit tree..so troublesome..and always neglect strawlamb..haha..ps! =)

hmm today..finally managed to con the tiger beer gal..tiger's changing promoters every day..very fun ar..so i have to ask every promoter if they will give me 3 mice for 2 cartons of beer..FINALLY. the one who came today said ok..haha. YES.

i'm quite a lucky gal..prime has a promoter for ABALONE. so....we're quite gd frens with the auntie alr..every day eat abalone ok! missed it today..i shall go look for the auntie earlier tml..haha.

ok more pics coming up! =)

this is xinyi! bubbly gal.



strawlamb is emo-ing..haha no la..she's taking her new hair colour. lol.


ok no more..so tt's it for today! =)